&it goes back to square 1

you know what, the feeling's coming back again, something like going of sch when poly first started. and i'm actually quite surprised that i'm not the only one experiencing this shitty feeling now. was walking out of school with wolfy today and he actually told me the same thing, couldn't agree more. sigh sigh sigh, someone tell me what's really going on. sem 2 seems really shit and the motivation to go school is just not there. After ranting all this crap out, guess what, life still goes on...

met up with the pig rachel today, supposed to eat but we ended up bitching about people. influencing me! after all the fun i had to go back to hell- t.r.a.i.n.i.n.g. actually i was hoping it to rain, ok well actually EVERYONE was hoping for it to rain. training wasn't as tough as last wk but did alot of running again. deep heat = miracle worker (Y)

anyway assume that 2012 is gonna be the end of the world, why are we studying now when we wont even live to get our diploma. waste of time isn't it.