Sometimes you just wish you had a day to process all your thoughts

Today might be one of the worse saturday I had ever since school started. It's like everything comes crashing down on you all at once you just don't know what to say or how your heart is feeling anymore. I spent about an hour processing all my thoughts, whether all these had been worth it etc etc. Sometimes words just come out of your mouth unexpectedly, and sometimes those are the words that really make things worse. Just praying someone would save me from these exit wounds.