bye bye for mid year mtl. gone case lah. today lesson's was boring. 2 hrs of english!! basically enjoying my "bed". lol. the weather is killing everyone, the school should install air-cons in all the classrm so we can relax and concentrate better. merged with 404 for emaths, kinda funny. everyone squeeze at the back. and kengboon, nice try loh hor, kena caught first. haha! english remedial was optional, so we went there to chit chat. relief room anyway, air-con is available. went home and saw bao at the bridge! haha, both of us got a shock. what to do, got fate. lol.


its today, 30th april.
- i wont forget it was this day that the impact was too much for me
- i wont forget this was the last day i saw u in sch
- i wont forget this was last time i see u in your homeroom
- i wont forget this was the last time i would see u outside 3rd floor staffrm
- i wont forget this was the last day i talk to you in sch
- i wont forget the last sentence i said to you today
- i wont forget this day
- and most importantly. this was the day that u left...

TAKECARE =(

it was the hardest thing i'll ever have to do,

was to say " goodbye"

friday was a super long day for me, u wouldn't wanna know how much i travelled. saturday woke up in the morning, and training was cancelled. thank god! no pt test, but its gonna resume on the 10th. prepared and went out to meet the girls, together with ms heng and ms chung. last dinner with renren ? lol. damn surprising that all the sec4s reached first. so we slack, take pictures, look at each other gifts. then finally, we could go into seoul garden to sit down. so basically, we just ate chicken and crabmeat! hahah, jocelyn is addicted to it. so after 2 hrs of eating, everyone basically died, except lyd's group! ahaha, table for 4 what. the whole thing was fun lah. then we went out of ngee ann city, presented out gifts, take pictures and thats all. i bet renren's room is flooded with all our gifts liao! after that, went home and bathe and went out again. met baoling val and joanne. they keep laughing when they're watching nsl for no reasons. and that joanne, dono whether she's watching the game or she came there to take pictures. after that chiong home to watch liverpool game! they played like shit for the 1st half, but they made a comeback as crouch and benayoun saved the day! that made it 2-2. alright, i'm off. i need a break, shall post all the pictures when i get hold of it!

my life is getting from bad to worst i must say. i appreciate everyone that is always standing by me, especially you. i believe time will heal its wound, so lets just carry on shall we?

stay strong, cause i always believe in everyone of you...

the weather is trying to be funny. toa payoh rain damn heavy, and ang mo kio no rain at all. had ss plus1 in the morning. jocelyn trying to be funny, change the notes to song. lol. but still, didn't makes any difference. 2 hrs of english was boring. chem was fun. we kept making fun of mel who hit her hand on the table. then ltr jocelyn hit hers. then sufaizah laugh laugh, ltr also hit table! hahaha, left with me and wenying. one day sure will hit one lah. lol. game with temasek, won. went to eat and etc. tmr's dad birthday and i still have to go down for training even though i have freaking shin injury. how nice.

i dont think i can take this anymore..

my mood since ytd was fuck! today lessons were very long and boring, even though there was already 2 hrs. the worst thing was that we still had remedial, chinese and amaths somemore! so after sch stayed back, supposedly to watch ypl, but because of that stupid weather which i can see that god is helping reagen. hahaha! so went to hall and watched fiesta instead. it was raining so heavily that no one could get out of sch. there was this small little guy playing netball, damn cute lah. cant even see him when he's in the crowd. kinda funny. and ya, the conversation between justin, ivan, martin, me and ms ng were supper funny lah. " eh u, break up la." " u obsessed person!" lol. mature people sure talk in a different way, right sm? seriously i wonder, is there anyday that someone could live happily? even though u try to live that day to the fullest, at the end of the day, u still feel freaking fucked up. thats life i guess....

skipping is fun, cause there's nothing u can do except perspire like hell...

mature thinking is a 100 times difference with immature thinking.

why is god so unfair sometimes? just read the 'life' section paper on march 31st. this girl, janell yeo, teen prodigy, just made her debut at the esplanade a gew days ago at the age of 13. just at the age of 5, she already went into Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts( NAFA). at the age of 10, she already got a place at the prestigious purcell school in britain. she get straight As for her 13 subjects!! i thought no one was perfect, but she is. she's talented, smart, musically inclined etc. compare this with the family who died at the malaysia highway. 5 went for holiday and 4 coffins came back. this caused the life of justin, he's father and mother and grandmother. justin bong was only 2 years old. god didn't even let him enjoy his life, barely only 2 years getting to know the world, winning photogenic awards, and all god could do was take his precious life away. all the family had was jolene bong, the only child who had survived and just turned 3 months old on monday. how are the relatives gonna tell her when she grow up ? not even 1 years old, her family left her. so a quote to everyone, no matter where u at, or what u have, or what u're doing, just be happy.

school was so boring today. usually, the school is so noisy, crowded with people. today was an exception, once the bell ring, we left the classroom, total silence. miserable sec4s in class, others slping at home having e-learning. crap. 1 thing that nv changed was the canteen, still so many ppl queuing for food. watched bug's life during cme lesson, haven't watched that show for quite a time already. supposed to have assembly, but we did something else. shall not talk abt it. mrs yap! get well soon eh, we miss u very much!!

i never felt nothing in the world like this before..

shall blog about yesterday first. haha, mr Z. damn funny lah francis. most of you must had heard abt the fedex advertisement. his teaching sucks, everything also sucks. still throw file, throw marker, and kick the door like as if its his door. huai shen said something funny, make us laugh till peng! happy april fool's class? LOL. i forgot everything abt ytd other than that.

had geog in the morning, 1st period. zzz. english 2 hrs, even worse! i wonder how the school plans the time table..but i spend the 2 hrs reading my book and slacking outside the class during the break. chinese class, nothing much lah, as usual one. amaths, time pass damn fast, and i getting to hate the topics marthandam is teaching, gotta do with logarithms already! the topic where the whole class was still having fun and partying in class last year. lol, those days are so hard to find now. missed emaths, thank god. went for lunch as we had e-learning. only got informed in the morning, not that bad lah. get to miss english remedial. learning journey was so so lah. to terminal 3 -,- the whole trip was like, so many things happened. went to the curry puff place, buy curry puff. lol. then went back to school. played netball, before we cant even touch the ball anymore. the school is just trying to be funny, sec 1,2,3 all got e-learning and only sec4 dont have. why do we pay for e-learning then? its 50 dollars okay!! it can be of other purposes, like watching movie or whatever. so tmr and friday, sec4s are the pathetic teens in school. and there is geog ct tmr! 3 chapter sia, totally CMI.

it seems like everything isn't the same anymore...