My every Wednesdays :D

we, the awesomes.

We make each other smile.
We just say no to each other.
We deal break like nobody's business.
We never fail to collect rent.
We like to use the word 'hey bro'
We eat and eat and eat.
We are disgusting because we watch saw after dinner.
We always wear black.
We are apple's loyal fan.
We are the gurus in mono deal and fruit ninja.
We love to eat Ice cream.
& We never fail to make our Wednesdays free.

I Love them v much yay.

To go, or not?

Thought about it when ryan came chatting to me at like what, 5am in the morning? He's willing to give it up just because of 1 thing that means so much to him. hmm and I'm not really sure if I am prepared to put down everything for 6 months. 6 months is really long and I've yet to discuss with dad yet. 6 weeks and 6 months, its a freaking huge difference. I'll probably come back looking like a ball but thats not the point. Guess I have to make a decision soon.

Crushed.

2 things killed me last night, no doubt it was just a small matter, but the feeling seriously sucks. Though the letter on my table kinda cheered me up a little, the whole night was just...restless. Didn't know what to say and I seriously hate nights like this. Many things ran through my mind when I was on my bed, looking at the lovely blue clock. Hours passed, text received, and I just shut down. It hurts, really~

Sometimes you just wish you had a day to process all your thoughts

Today might be one of the worse saturday I had ever since school started. It's like everything comes crashing down on you all at once you just don't know what to say or how your heart is feeling anymore. I spent about an hour processing all my thoughts, whether all these had been worth it etc etc. Sometimes words just come out of your mouth unexpectedly, and sometimes those are the words that really make things worse. Just praying someone would save me from these exit wounds.

bazinga

happy birthday bbb <3



yay (:

The weekend is finally over, the plannings and all were definitely worth it. Once again, happy 19th birthday rachel, hope you like the surprise. just kena prank only~
The weekend almost killed me, with no sleep on saturday and carnival at kallang for the whole day on sunday. while the pigs were sleeping at home, I was under the hot sun with my twisted ankle ): but to sum it off we made it to top3!

till now i'm still tired but definitely looking forward to an exciting saturday once again~