okay, how dumb can i really get. i knew i could get a A1. and its all gone now, no wonder they say the higher the hopes, the greater the dissapointment. i'm super dissapointed :( it was just all careless mistakes. studied so hard and i just screwed everything. to hell with it man. like what they said, its all bout counting down now. let bygones be bygones, no pointing crying over spilled milk. but seriously, screw myself man. my only hope of an A1 just flew away. well its poa tmr and i swear i gonna give my best shot. no more careless or whatsoever. no excuse for a careless mistake now. hang on people! its gonna be over soon, real soon.

follow your dreams,
take one step at a time..
don't settle for less,
just continue to climb..

what were we trying to do again?

god, its 1.16am now and i'm still figuring out D.C circuits. what to do, i suck in physics, thats why i must score for chem. which apparently i made some stupid mistakes. stupid current flowing in that damn resistor. yes i know to some its easy, but i just don't get it!! how dumb can i get. o lvl's are ending soon, what a good thing. wanna say good also not fast enough, wanna say slow also not very slow. oh right, liverpool match was awesome man. they ended chelsea's 4 and a half years of home wins. how cool is that. gerard was awesome, alonso was awesome. wait, everyone was superb! and carragher was the man. i'm sure if torres played it would be 2-0, perhaps more than that. i'm hell aint prepared for physics! blame myself for not listening in class always...haiya. but seriously, cant help it right.

14 more days

zomg, its tmr!!!! everything starts tmr!!! mira is crap. texted the netballers and said: dont stress dont stress! u know we are, bastard. everything begins tmr. exam, hell, just for that piece of paper. its pretty stress lah. i hope they don't give us false hopes on our first paper. to everyone taking o's out there

ALL THE BEST!

23 more days

zomg, i just screwed practical. like totally crap. slept pretty late last night, i'm sure everyone slept late too. nervous eh? just when i was bout to fall slp, msges came in. thanks uh jiehui. lol. woke up earlier than before, even earlier than normal school days when i can go late. but to my surprise, many came to school early too. everyone was really freaking out luh, not because we didn't study. we know everything, just that we don't know what will come out! so the moment came, step in and there was no "shit" word. so its a good sign. everyone started physics first, as usual lah. it was damn funny. i was reading it, and i was ready to start already. but i used my hearing skills and noticed none stood up. so being the extra one, i stood up, and i heard many noises coming out from the chair. i giggled a little and saw mel laughing too. got over with physics, not bad. now this is the worst part, i don't know what the hell to test for chem ok! no cations, no anions. i dont even know what to write on my paper. so they only things to do is, add and see colour and write crap. cant believe i didn't even take a look at the colour of the flame when i plunge the splint in. what a silly mistake. during revision, i always take notice of this kinda stuffs. well, its over now. so people, stop comparing your answers and blah blah. the exam is over, and u've done your best. there's still a long road to go. well, not very long but yea.

26 days to freedom...

today's intensive was pretty good. i totally forgot there was physics luh. who would when the rest of the lessons all states poa,poa,poa,poa.poa. lol! but well, at least i learnt something during physics. like how amazing. poa all the way after that, i've got to say ngee ann is a very irritating paper. i was doing it the whole day, and guess what. i haven't even completed it! haha, to think that poa paper 2 is only 2 hrs. everyone is starting to mug now, its only 6 more days to o's man. damn unlucky uh, 1st shift. but well, i hope the apparatus for physics is already set up for us well people, there's no turning back now. its either finish it, or finish it. haha! just imagine how many wonderful things u can do after o's. and to peeps taking o's this year, take good care of your health eh, dont fall sick now! the weather is really crap, even the fan blowing me now is like blowing out hot air kinda thing. thanks mrs yap for that card! i think its pretty cool luh, where got teacher give us this kinda thing one. its kinda like a motivation thing to keep us going, but i think money will really keep me going! hahaha. god, now i'm scared to eat cadbury chocs. thanks to melamine.

:)

as usual, school today wasn't productive. but well, at least we had fun didn't we. clement and melissa have became our entertainment for the week. haha pretty interesting to have this kinda "rumours" in sec4. wait, what rumours? true what! hahahha. i hope mel or cle doesn't reads this before i get killed. physics lesson was fun, trying to break huai shen bubble breaker game. well, at least i manage to break it at kbcc. physics lesson was damn funny, it was already 12.40+. so a few mins to the bell. then suddenly, ringgggg!!! me and huai shen : yes! others making alot of noise. sufaizah and ji ye was laughing like hell and we were like, why u all laughing. then sue said she was viewing a video then the background had the school's bell. so we laughed like mad after that. all of us got tricked. to think that we're in 402 and taking o's this year. played badminton from 1 to bout 5. i almost died while walking from kbcc to ajc bus stop. seriously, pri sch girls was damn noisy. i guess huai shen got really pissed off. actually we could have smash till the other court. HAHHA. that would certainly made them shut up isn't it. o lvl in 2 wks time, hell screwed. i'm fine with other topics, i just don't know how i'm gonna rush through ss and geog. god, just give me some sort of sign that the papers somehow just cant reach singapore!



just look at the moon tonight...