to think dss was over....

I thought life would be good after dss, but wth. well, it was good for a few hours. thought today would be a good day since im gonna meet up with my best poly mates. keyword: thought. Now that i can find some time to talk to you, we never fail to quarrel. It's so hard, god damn hard. forget it, i'm just gonna enjoy myself today.

HAPPY LEGAL 18TH ANDREW! :D

for the millionth time..

Tonight, I asked myself the same question again. Did I made the right choice to be here now? or it's just another mistake that everyone makes in life. please tell me i did made the wrong choice. maybe business isn't cut out for me. Someone please make my life a little meaningful.

time for those tears to fall again...

fml.

every Wednesday, the number of brain cells I have decrease. every Wednesday, my group get so fucked up over it. every Wednesday, we cant meet up with our best poly mates because we have to stay back and do this shit. every Wednesday, we get fucked. and guess what, it's Wednesday AGAIN and I've reached my limit. do you even help? imagine staying in the library for 4 freaking hrs trying so hard to do something, and all you get is practically ____. IT'S A BLANK AND NOTHING CAN FILL THAT UP. I can totally sense how screwed i am for this, but seriously, to hell with you and your nonsense.

all the ugly tan lines

look at that scorching sun! goodness. but oh well, we did had fun on Saturday. all the monopoly games in between breaks and etc.

I have to say this wkend is one of the best i ever had, I finally got to replenish my sleep. probably cause i couldn't stand the pain from my arms and face. gonna get through with all the school stress next wk, just left with 2 test, 1 presentation and 1 project and it's gonna be cny and mugging all the way. &somehow i have the urge to go running/swimming everyday from now on, stamina needs to be improve!

Time to start studying for law test tmr! DO NOT DISTURB (:

Haveeeeeeeee you met ted?

meet up soon please.

thank god it's Friday. It's finally the end of the week and I'm able to take some time off from work. 2 modules are down, next's wk aint gonna be any better too. the only thing I'm looking forward to is watching 'the ex' with my classmates. hopefully the person beside me wont be the one scaring me cause i actually paid money for the movie to do that job!

there's daisy tan tmr, hopefully i'll play well! gotta rest early tonight for it. Alright there's gonna be many people arriving at my house soon and ethan's gonna wake up pretty soon too. shall rest again...

blinded

If one day God came to me and gave me three wishes, I will not be greedy and wish for more. All i want is 1 wish, 'give me 48hrs a day so i cant spent 24 hrs of time sleeping' YES IF ONLY. no wonder there's what-if analysis in excel. IF(god exist, get 24 hrs of sleep, get 4hrs of sleep). I think my brain's not fully functioning anymore, better get back to bmgt report before it's dead.

I need a time machine.

I know every mile, will be worth my while.

kinda glad I got through this week, but oh well, it's like a cycle. 2 projects due and 1 test next wk, 2 projects next next wk. and soon it will be final exams. been packed with unless work and trainings, daisy tan's on saturday too. I cant wait for all this to be over, and it will be 6 weeks in shanghai~! wished I would be sick now, cause that's the only reason I can afford more sleep ):'

& I havent met up with my poly bitches for dinner for a super long time! If anyone of you happens to read this please make your tuesday night free okay! we shall go for dinner after the shit macro ct 2.

save me

tell me how am I gonna get through all this, sighhhhhh....

Their’s not to make reply, their’s not to reason why, their’s but to do and die.

courage is a hard thing to figure, you can have courage base on a dumb idea. courage is tricky, should we always do what others tells us to do? sometimes you might not know why you are trying to do something. Any fool can have courage. But honor, that's the real reason you either do something or you don't. It's who you are or maybe who you want to be. If you die trying to do something important, you might have both courage and honor. - the blind side.

I spent my night watching 'the blind side'. It's awesome. How amazing that sometimes we feel we have changed someone's life, but in fact, they changed ours. next up would be 'invictus' i guess.

been kinda busy with projects this week, many deadlines to meet and i'm pretty sure next wk's gonna be hectic too. This semester is so short, i wouldn't say its good but neither can I say it's bad. This just sums up life, it aint life. oh well, time to shower now

leave all the shits behind, it's gonna be a good good year

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

2009's wasn't as well as I expected, but to hell with it, it's 2010 now! I shall not have any new year resolution's cause it always fails to come true. whereas unexpected things might just happen throughout 2010, let's just hope 2010 would be a great year.

cheers to a great year ahead :D