10th june hurry come please.

so we celebrated mag's birthday at 12:01 on june 27, we were late by 1 min because the god damn candle doesn't wanna light up and hence there was already another birthday cake on the table. oh well its okay, the thought that counts. most human beings use their cameras to take photos, but us? we use photo booth! or rather it was just me. anyway, guess what we gave mag for her 18th birthday present? we accompany her to watch human centipede!!! look at andrew face, even before the show started he feel like vomitting already. all i can say about the show is that it's freaking god damn disgusting please dont watch it cause i couldnt sleep that night!!


i caught up with this peeps again!! just that wenying isn't in the picture, she's busy clubbing. oops. we meet up once every 6 months, oh well what to do, screw school please. love every minute spend with them, meet up soon in august, hahah!

it's gonna be common test wk soon, i want it to be over asap. I want holidays to come, I wanna go out till late without worrying about work and all ):
i.need.to.study.i.cant.study.i.need.to.study.i.cant.study
i.must.study.i.must.study.i.must.study

I reached that certain stage again

75 days ago, I was braving the cold weather in slippers and shorts.
75 days ago, I was getting used to life without my parents.
75 days ago, I was enjoying the meat sticks and shou zhu bing outside the hostel
75 days ago, I was enjoying what everyone called P.A.R.T.Y
today, I am back to reality of not enjoying life.

I've reached the stagewhere my brain is dead and I'm all stress up. why is it so hard to choose what to major in, 6 months internship? overseas or local? just 3 question enough can kill my god damn freaking brain. I have no motivation to school anymore. How hard can working life get?

life of a working adult
1. you get up early
2. go to work for like a day
3. go home.

life of a student
1. you get up early
2. go to school for a day
3. go home
4. do tutorials
5. study

and whats more you get cash when you are working! well people will say 'this is a phrase that everyone will go through'. when i was in preschool, my parents would say 'it will be over soon'. when i was in primary 4, my parents said 'study hard, streaming will be over soon'. when i was in primary 6, my parents said 'study hard, psle will be over soon'. when i was in secondary 2, my parents said 'study hard, promotions will be over soon'. when i was in secondary 4, my parents said 'o lvl will be over soon'. when i was in year 1&2, my parents said 'study hard, it will be over soon'. SO WHAT!!! when i go to uni, they are gonna say 'study hard it will be over soon'. WHEN THE HELL WILL IT BE OVER. stupid qns, till the day i die isnt it?

thats it, time for my brain to take a break. I've vent enough.

RIP uncle

Dear Uncle,
I would not forget the times when you hold in my arms when i was just a small kid running around. Looking back at the photos really brings back wonderful memories. You were a wise man with a great heart, you played a part in my childhood and watched me grow up. You lived a amazing life, may you rest in peace....
Your niece,
Christina Goh

It's been a tough week for me and my family, especially my aunt i guess. All these years they stand by each other, with no kids. cant imagine her days alone all my herself in a flat, hurting isn't it? oh well, this is life? always unfair. Many said it was time for him to go, for he had endured so much pain for the past few months. What's more was he did not pass away due to his illness or anything, sigh. just too sudden, damn sudden. That morning he was still enjoying coffee at the coffee shop near his place, reading newspapers when he got home, took a nap, and one shout after that got him to the hospital. These few days i saw my family carry the pain, holding back their tears, crying their hearts out when the body was send for cremation. To be honest I don't think I can accept anymore death for now. I need sleep more than anyone else do, good night world.

the exit sign

Cruise was pretty awesome this weekend, I got a getaway from all the shits with life which is eventually back now. went snorkeling this trip, the fishes and corals looks so beautiful :) this trip totally makes me wanna go back to tioman once again. ethan made this trip more lively, with his ice cream and all puts a smile on everyones' face. love family trips like that :D for now, back to reality. oh well, friday is so close to monday and monday is so far from friday, screw it.

There's no way i can pretend nothing changed...

hey, soul sister.

It's time to revive this dead site again. school's been rather okay, we still have to face shits everyday don't we. well, that's life. I have already caught ironman2 and ipman2. in my opinion i guess ipman2 is better than ironman2. gonna go for a getaway trip in bout a few hrs, yay! I love times like this, where i have totally nothing to think about and just enjoy the sea breeze.

till then....